Love Run Dry

So there I was, sitting in the past
The happiness there did not last
But what ever lasts in this world
Love comes and goes so I am told

Why cant we ever leave things the same
And be happy just as the good in life came
I was happy once, with this one man
But as soon as things got hard, I ran

I hurt that boy's heart too deep
Nothing could repair the nights without sleep
I just lay there in bed and try to think
But then my heart begins to shrink

It was my fault, I had to admit
My heart, to him, was unfit
We were happy once upon a time
But my leaving was the worst crime

Nine long months we were tough
But it doesn't seem like enough
I wanted him for life, but now he is gone
And I see, what I did was wrong.

Why must he pay for my mistake?
Why must I share my lonesome heart ache?
Is it because I am a monster
That can never get better

I am sorry to those whose love will last
Or have loved in my past
I don't know why,
But my love has run dry