Like this

Things seemed to be going so well
feelings on lock down and no one could tell
smile on my face and skip in my step
no one knows the secrets Ive kept
but then the nights do come
most i get through but there are some
i sit up and think when i know i shouldn't
ever forget you is something i couldn't
it was the best i ever had
now it makes me sad
only you is the one i miss
i cant believe it still hurts like this