First

First it's a motion of the most butterflies iv ever felt
Then soon ends up in tears
I don't know what he's doing to me
But it's getting to me in every way
I thought it could actually be something
I thought for once I was going to be happy
But its not going as planned
Nothing ever does
But I still expect it to every time
I do regret everything I did
I wish I never told him how I truly felt
If I listen to my head instead of my heart
I wouldn't be in this position
So I want to apologize to this person
I'm sorry I messed things up
I'm sorry I told you things you didn't care to hear
But mostly I'm sorry for being selfish
If I could go back in time I would
But I cant so please lets pretend nothing happened
And go back to the way things were
When you were clueless
And I was just another girl