No Goodbye

Cant believe the person that's been a part of me for so long

Has faded into thin air, he's gone

No chance to say goodbye, and it was the day before he was scheduled to leave

But he didn't even pick up the phone to say Goodbye to me

Not even an I'll be lack or see you later

Which made me feel like I didn't matter

After all we've been through and out again

Once friends then, secret lovers, and ended as friends

Cant believe now that your absence is drivin' me insane

I guess its because I have no one to comfort me and soothe my pain

I had your back, you faithfully had mines

Without you here now I feel like a animal with no spine,

No one to hold me up, or help me overcome my fears

No one to make me laugh in the midst of my tears

Cant believe that you quit your job that you accepted so greedily

Which was to love and care for me

But now it seems that I've been deleted from your life

Just because you think you've found your wife

I went on myspace and saw that you were back home

But it crushed me to know that you couldn't even pick up the phone

To let me know that you were okay back in one piece

Which made me believe that you threw up your hands and said " To hell with me"!

But I haven't logged back on to see if you've replied

Even though I miss you like crazi, I can't even lie

I keep callin' your phone, hoping that I will get to speak with you

And hear you say you miss me too

Now when it feels like life cant get any worst you're not here

To tell me a joke to stop my tear,

From cascading down my cheek

Right now I really need your comforting

I'm about to open the gate that's holding back the water that flows from my eyes

And hopefully when I do everything will be released, pain, struggles, grief and lies.

I cant help but want to know why

You left and never tried to say goodbye

I think you should know that you're one of the reasons why tonight Imma cry

And when some one asks if I'm ok why Imma lie!!!!!