On these quiet nights I realize she's not
coming. My hope is gone. I can't imagine my
world without her. She told me that she
would come back but alas she is not here. I
wish that she was in my arms right now but
that cannot be. I wish for a lot of things
now but they are just wishes. They will
never come true. But I still wish for
everything that cannot be because it makes
me feel human. I don't have everything I
want, but I have everything I need. So
these wishes are filled with nothing. They
are the air that fills my lungs I don't
want them nor do I need them. But without
air I can't breathe. And if I can't breathe
I can't live and that is how I want it. I
want it that way. No pain. No sight. No
feeling. No girl. Just silence.
