Shut Up and Smile.

I'm searching
Trying to find a way out of this misery
It seems theres no escape
No place left to run, that I haven't already been

So many mistakes I've made
I just can't seem to stop
It may not seem like it but I'm trying
I just don't know what I can do

I've failed
Everyone who gets close to me seeks disappointment
I can't remember the last time I heard someone say "I'm so proud of you"
I'm just not good enough.

I'm wrong
No matter how many times I try get my point across, I'm never right
I'm tired of feeling sorry all the time
But in the end, everything is truly my fault.

I give up
There's nothing left for me to do
Just let me be
I'll shut up and smile.