Because of me

I can't seem to find the words
That describe what I feel
All this pain and all these tears
just don't seem to heel

I know I put you through too much
But I just couldn't see
I was feeding all the reasons
For you to stop loving me

I felt so safe in your arms
and you took that away
There was nothing I could do
Nothing more to say

Now my soul feels torn apart
This beautiful world I had is gone
I know it is because of me
Because of everything I've done

They tell me to be strong
To forget the things we had
but every little thing reminds me of you
And makes me feel so sad