Questions

by LiL Ma   Jan 29, 2009


I don't understand what happened
What did I do to make you turn and run
Everything was going so well and then in a blink of an eye we were done
Why couldn't you just talk to me
Explain what was wrong so we could make things right
How come it seemed to me that I was the only one who cared enough to put up a fight
You talked endlessly about the future, yet you gave up on us right after the first month was through
I invested my all in this relationship
The only thing I wanted was to be with you
Was that not enough for you to be satisfied with me
With every relationship I fought for my independence and space, yet from your embrace I didn't wish to be free
I would lay next to you every night and feel bad for the girls who didn't have someone by their side
And now I too am one of them but the only difference between me and them is that I don't know why
Was it that you couldn't handle the fact that I liked to spend my time with friends
i know that a man who's not jealous is hard to find
Granted, yes, I hung out with other people, but at the end of the day you were the only one on my mind
The only obstacle that could have stood in our way was the gap in years but not even that makes sense
From the beginning I was nothing but honest with you
Age was established, and you claimed not to be bothered by it so how could that be your defense
Whatever was the cause for your decision, it's of little importance now
The only thing I can do is shake off the thoughts of what could have been, move forward, and wish you luck in finding what you're looking for no matter the cost
My only hope for you is that the love you find is greater than the one you've lost

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  • 15 years ago

    by bakebakebake

    Great! totally what im feeling

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