A sad Valentine...

So this is a Valentine poem
For my dearly unknown Valentine
I truly want you to know
I wish that you are mine

I'm so scared of you hating me
Because that would hurt
More then you could imagine
It would be a dying alert

I have no clue if you know me
Or even know my name
But, when you find out
I hope you feel the same

So here is my love
Written upon this paper
Passed with my heart
For this moment I shall savor

I'm not stalker
I just want you to know who i am
No I'm not Stacy,Jane,or even Ann
You will eventually notice

When you look within the heart
I'm that girl that you sit by in art
The girl that ain't perfect
Let alone enough

I'm so sorry if you wanna ignore this letter
For I will give up
So if you wanna reply then do it
But, if you dont I hope
That you understand...

To my secret Valentine
That has just revealed
I will be yours
For my heart you have sealed

I'm happy you notice me
And I truly do care
Every night I lie in bed
Wishing for you there

And in my eyes you are beautiful
Within your heart of gold
Your looks are unique
And kept me thinking you were sold

Sold to a jerk
A jerk that has no respect
But, dear if you were mine
And you would be something I would never regret

Cause you are truly amazing
And I really love you
I want you to know these
Are all lies

I think you are ugly
And if I loved you
I die...