I Guess I Was Wrong

by ShyandHurt   Feb 17, 2009


I lay so quiet on my bed
The stillness surrounding me
All over I'm covered in dread.

Another night has arrived
I sigh as the darkness envelopes me
Another day I have survived.

Memories flood back
Drift to the beautiful past
Where life was smooth and never a crack.

You were there
Standing so strong and handsome
You were so amazing it was so unfair.

Kisses of feeling
And touches of love
I felt like you and I were healing.

I guess I was wrong
Otherwise i wouldn't be writing this
As I listen to our song.

I don't understand
You made my life worth living
It had all been so grand.

So now I must pick up the pieces
One by one
As my heart beat decreases.

I won't fall
I refuse to break now
And I will make it
......
Broken heart and all.
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Not even sure what happened. Screaming...fighting....crying..running...end.
I wasn't ready for it, didn't want it to happen, can't understand why it did.
I still want and crave him....but obviously he doesn't want the same for me.
So instead I'll get fitful sleep, woken by my own screaming, and haunted by his handsome face.
My only escape is my horse and few close friends.
I don't know how I'll heal from this...it hurts so bad.
I don't know how people live through this feeling.
But as I've said...I'll be fine. As always. I'll pull through in one piece....as always.

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