Its my fault

Numbing cold in the winter wind
but its not the chilly bite that makes me shiver.
its my fault.

ready to turn my stomach inside out
im gagging on my own guilt.
its my fault.

screaming on the floor of the spinning room,
but its more than dizziness.
its my fault.

unable to understand, i cant catch my breath
but its not lifes unsolved mysteries that are so confusing
its my fault.

the hardest thing is, is knowing my broken heart isnt
from you, its from me.
its my fault.