I am my own person

There is always that person who is blind or just doesn't want to see the truth.

I was that person who didn't want to see.

I let you control me, stop me from feeling beautiful.

You would isolate me from the world and I never knew it would hurt me like it did.

There's this constant pain in my heart because now I have to watch my back to love again.

I hate you so much. Fire in my heart. Damn it. I cant let it go.

You make me sick.!
Ugh.!

You never gave a damn about me. I was blind. Now I know I was.

I try everyday to let the pain just melt away, but its too hard, its too hard.

Those tears I cry at night are not for you, they're from you.

I'll never love the same again. Are you happy. Of course you are.

I wont give you the time of day as long as I shall live.

I am my own person now.

God is by my side.