Broken

So i guess the test is
to bend until you break
or to fall asleep without
you, and never wake
to bare through a morning
carrying your broken
heart to say the least.
try to close your eyes
at night without an
ounce of peace..
you've got no idea the
torture it is.
to go through a day
without a beautiful smile
like his or having to fight
every tear just enough
to be able to put on your
make up...
or to even listen to music:
my one love..
to now second guess
everything i know.
everything i thought to
be the truth, is now
g o n e.....