I should have known

You knew before I told anyone
You knew even before I did

I knew what kind of guy you were
I knew that I should have listened to my head and not my heart

You knew that deep down inside I wanted you
You knew that you could have me

I knew I shouldn’t have showed so much interest
I knew you liked the chase

I can’t believe I let you catch me
I can’t believe I thought that we would last longer than a week

Why didn’t you look at me?
Why didn’t you call me back?

I can’t believe I let down my guard
I can’t believe you hurt me

Why didn’t you give me an answer?
Why didn’t you even talk to me?

Why did I even trust you?
Why did I think things could be different?

What were you afraid of?
What were you thinking?

Did I really think you were ever going to talk to me?
Did I really think you could be a decent guy?

Why do you do this?
Why do you run away?