Nevertheless

As i see him, i feel it
the pain and the urge
the memories i fall into
no way to emerge

the darkness i crawl in
the tears i confide
the pain of my weak, dumb heart
and no way to hide

all memories i can not forget
all smiles, no fears
not knowing if, you still are there
or even if you care

though i must stay strong
to keep your smile
through my misery thats anguish
I'll know its worthwhile

to know your happy
its all you wanted for me
i must do the same for you
and let you be free

though it brings me to a cry
to know i must forget
i know I'm doing the right thing
no matter how i don't like it

yet the ache, turns stronger
each time i think of us
I'll never be able to confess to you
i love you, nevertheless.