Endless torture

You said you're OK to that person
but You ran to me crying
telling me just how you miss that person
how your love for that person is endless
i..............love........you
it aches so much that we can't be together
I'm sick of living like this.living a lie
To always pretend everything was alright in the world
when really, I'm dying inside.....
the tears i cried...it's not worth it i know
i love you so much,i hate this part of me
i feel so stupid waiting like a fool.
you gave your love to another, this i know for sure
but what should i do? I'm not myself right now
what i know is how to love...how to love you
I'd hide it so well.i even convinced myself sometimes.
i wanna be by your side.singing you a love song