How long?

Time is running out

I'm lost for words

no more room to stay

no more blood running through my veins

how long do i have to wait

for me to see

that everything im wishing for

are all impossible

how long do i have to wait

for me to realize

that you're a star from someone else's heaven

... this is not good for you nor for me

but all i want you to know

that my heart is screaming inside

wanted you to stop

stop making me feel happy

when you are really not for me

Co'z I'm not good at pretending

I'm not doing fine

cant pretend that nothing's wrong

.. I'm not good in everything

except from loving you

loving a person that's not for me

.. how long do i have to wait

for me to accept

that the one i love

is the one who gives me the pain

pain that causes my heart to bleed

and soon will kill me....