All the wrong reasons

I miss you so much and when I think about how long we've been apart it tears at my heart.
I think back at what I had with you...
you were so good to me and me to you.
We understood one another like nothing I've seen before and we knew how far to go before the other was hurt. I was my happiest with you by my side.
I think back to the day that everything changed and can't help but feel so stupid...
And I deeply regret the time I lost with you. No one has been able to replace you since... no one has even come close. And none of my other relationships felt as good as ours did.
You are an amazing person with a kind and generous heart and you have a great sense of humor.
I fell in love with you for all of the right reasons and broke up with you for all the wrong reasons, even though I moved on, I kept a piece of my heart locked up just for you and the wonderful memories we built together.
All this time has gone by and I'm pouring my heart out, but hopefully it will help you to understand. I remember all of my past loves but you stick out the most. I remember them for the pain, tears, and hate. But when I look back I remember you for all the laughs, kisses, love, and fun we had. I could never forget the time we had and the memories we made. I wish we had more of those but I'm content with the ones we made.

~JUNE 05, 2009~