Today i wanna cry

Today i wanna cry
while im thinking of you
im trying not to let you
affect me
im trying not to let these tears fall
why cant i just let you go
for good
why do you keep coming into my life
just leave me please
i cant do this again
but these feeling are all coming back
im fine until i see you
you hurt me soo much
my love for you ran soo deep
when this gonna end
is it me
who cant leave the past behind
maybe
maybe you have really changed now
what if you have?
where do we stand
the past years
it was always me
who was hurting
whos heart was shattering
with every word you said
its me who has to deal with this
as usual you dont seem to care though
not that i spoke to you
but you didnt stop and stare
like i did
you just walked on by
today i wanna cry