The pain hurts so true, close to the heart, and deep down in my soul, feels like your staking a knife right into my heart, and I don't know if I can stand the pain of being ripped apart.
Tears fall from my eyes every night, and I get this terrible fright, when I wake and you won't be there, and I really should not even care, the way you treat me is slowly killing me.. at times I wish you would walk away leave me here to die.
Loneliness is all I feel when I am near you, it hurts so bad, the pain is so real, and I want to die I no longer want to feel. There's no way to just walk away.. your my addiction and I cannot even quit you, why do I put up with this pain, because the saying goes if you want a rainbow you have to put up with the rain.
So for now I'll continue to allow this hurt, this pain, this lack of faith, because maybe one day you'll find it in your heart to love me like you used to and stop tearing us apart.
