Distorted confessions

Oh desperate, confused and agonized heart
Where do you suppose my confessions should start?
Deep down below and under all layers of flesh?
Here comes the time for my biggest life's tests.

Precious other half, God knows you are my best
How I do worry about what I need to confess
Come on dirty words, come out and be gone
This body needs rest and the truth to be done

I have cheated and lied and never a soul told,
Oh love hear me now, and please let me be bold,
never have I been loved so dearly and adored
I became drunk with greed & desired even more.

Selfish, Wretched heart how blinded you were
Greed, desire and evil things were all in a stir
Love know my heart now as I openly confess
I love you so much, and am deeply sorry no less.

Evil desires in my mind no longer have reign
Vows & promises I have made my love, to sustain
You are my love, all that I need to breath each day
Begging please to banish me not from your love away

How dare I expect you to forgive me I know,
Please give me a chance my truest love to show
I love you my darling, I am so sorry I have been wrong,
Loving and appreciating you will become my lifelong song!