Crazy Stuff

I can't take this
i miss him so bad
the list just goes on
of the things that make me sad

we haven't "talked" for like forever
since the day he left
i can't blame him
he can't access the internet

But what i can do
i cant concentrate on my tasks
i cant stop thinking about him
one call from him, that's all i ask

or maybe one simple text
that would be enough
to make me feel a bit better
from all these crazy stuff

i don't know what to do
i can't text him, it's late
i dont want to disturb him
he may already be in his sleeping state

now what?
i cant even clear my mind
it's loaded with thoughts
too much of him inside

what if i just sleep?
maybe it'll help
but who am i fooling
i know he'll be in my dreams in the end.