This Hurts..more than he'll know

As much as I tried;
As much as I care...I have to admit it's feelings
not shared.

Trying my best;
Trying my least...not to let you see, all of these emotions had been released.

Wondering why me;
Wondering why you...for as I tried to be true, you're feelings couldn't come through.

Not letting go;
Not letting me show...maybe the biggest mistake, that you'll never know.

Wanting you to grow;
Wanting you to be...one that could also see, all that there is in me.

Knowing your thoughts;
Knowing your look...and understanding now, that it was only me that captured that nook.

I have to move on;
I have to be free...as this secret inside of me, I can
no longer guarantee.