Caught me off guard

Everything was normal,
just an ordinary day
i was feeling peace,
nothing's disturbing me right now
Like a rush, you came on to my mind.
Suddenly I feel so down,
like falling from a cliff
Hard to get up.Hard to open my eyes,
fall down so deep.....so hard to escape
You've been ignoring my calls,
avoiding my existence.
I wasn't thinking of you, it came to me,
I never want it to...
It's not my fault i fall in love with you.
so Don't blame me for it.
I love you so much I tried to forget
I love you so much that I'm preparing to let go