I steal a pointless glance up
It wont change a thing
It seems you only have eyes for the girl sitting next to me
My best friend
I know I shouldn't complain
I am with the most amazing guy in the world
But its just
She knew how i felt
She saw how I looked at him
How my eyes would light up
When I saw him smile
Or maybe she stopped listening when I talked
Cuz she saw him too
It wouldn't have surprised me
With how hard she tries
When he's around
I don't think I've felt anything
Quite like when he touched my skin
It was like I had been stuck by lightening
And the electricity still pulsed through me
He smiled
His eyes so bright and blue
Shine like the stars on a warm summer night
Reminding me of you
The guilt lasts but a moment
Then she smiles at him and ruins it all
Im pushed back into the reality
He is not mine
But you are
And I am happy
