I Still Love You

My blood is boiling
I can't hold it in
The screaming, the fire
That comes from within

The voices, the torture
The stabbing, and pain
I bare my wrists
And start again

Deeper and deeper
I seem to go
Tears burn wounds
But you wouldn't know

You claim to know
Who I really am
But deep inside
You see your own scam

My past, my future
Once rested in your heart
Until you finally let go
You had to restart

Your life without me
My hand completely bare
I'm still shedding blood
But its not like you care

I still think of you
I hope you truly know
How much you hurt me
I hate you, although.....

I still love you....