My love

My love,
i dont know if im ready to get over you,
if im ready to move on,
all i know is that i love you and loved you for a very long time.
there are other takers for my heart,
but getting over you will tear it apart.
i want you, i want you so much.
when i knew i couldnt have you, it made me sad.
and now that your love goes to her,
its causing my emotions to stir,
its like i have a disease, and you're the only cure.
but i know she loves and i wont interfere,
i will just sit back and watch my whole wide disappear.
we're friends, buty i want us to be something more.
i want you to look at me and love me more than her.
some people are addicated to drugs, but im addicted to you.
i wish you could know how i feel, i wish you only knew.

my love,
i need you more than air,
you with her? it's just not fair.
my only wish is to be with you,
but how can i if she's with you too?
when i told you i loved you, i thought everything would change,
but im sorry, i forgot love and hearts cannot rearrange.
when i told you i loved you, i thought you'd drop everything and run to me.
maybe even someday you'd get on one knee and say "baby, i love you, will you marry me?
i need to stop dreaming and open my eyes,
you and i, will never be,
why is it taking me so long to see?
you love her,
not me.

my love,
im starting to see,
that we will never be.
i dont know if i should give up hope and stop trying,
or if i should never stop and keep crying?
my mind and heart aches when i see you with her,
i dont know what to do when you say you'll be with her forever.
i want to hate you, so i can move on,
but i have been at this crazy game for way too long.
i guess this is how my cards dealt,
me not with you, but with someone else.