Two years, past and still deeply in love with you
I'm the fool that knows the truth
I hear the whispers, "she is OBSESSED"
if being in love is being obsessed , then all you people "in love" are as same as me.
Just because i realized that there are men out in the world, but learning by one doesn't make me crazy
See i want another man, just to prove to me there are more then just one
But he was just what i know best
and if wanting what i know is best a mistake and crazy
then so be it, he just came in to my life right at the perfect time
I hear people speck those nasty lies about me
thinking they really know what i have been through, and what i have had to push my way through
knowing guys only see you as one thing , and using you like your paper
and then just one guy that was nothing like the rest came around, you what you expect out of me ?
I felt hope i felt loved. Everyone knows that a nice feeling to feel, and sorry i have yet to find someone else to make me feel that way.
It makes me sad knowing, what i know best
is no longer the best for me, and sitting around seeing everyone else in love and hope , it hurts more then ever
and makes me think about two years ago.
Guys come around, and yes i compare to him, but what else are you suppose to do, you want the same her even better love the guy beside gave you
I'm crazy, i know i am. I wish i wasn't
I wish i still had you, my first love
my buttercup babb, but your just the guy that broke my heart the most, the guy that everyone else that told me to look out for.
If looking out for someone as "bad" as you is a mistake i am suppose to learn from, I'll never learn
But just for not, let me stick to what i know best.
