LOVING YOU*

I tried to stay away from loving u,
u were just a heartache i didn't want or need,
everything about u was a lie and at the end of the day i was the only one who believed it.
i trusted u,
i gave u my all,
now it's been shattered and no one can mend my broken heart.

i tried to stay away from loving u,
I've cried so many tears since the night u left,
memories of us haunt my thoughts,
but these emotions i still feel for u yet.
despite all the stupid things you've said and done,
all the times we've argued and fought,
it's you and only you my heart continues to love.

it's unfair and it hurts like hell to live this way
but the thought of me without U is something i cant
bear to face...
& no matter how hard i fight it i just cant seem to stay away,
god knows I've done the very best i can,
but I've fallen hard for the one person i know will never change,
& even tho U break my heart,
i just cant stay away...