How could I have loved you?

How could I have been
in love with you?
The way you treated me
It could never be us two

I was so foolish
to give you my trust
things soon fell apart
my heart turned to dust

You played with my emotions
over and over again
none of this was worth is
I couldn't handle all the pain

We had a lot of good times
out numbered by the bad
I thought we had a future
I must be completely mad

But now that its over
I've had a lift in life
I realized I'm not suited
to play a loving wife

I hope you live a life
with loneliness and despair
maybe shoot yourself in the head
for I no longer care