You did

Why does it hurt this bad
the process of letting go
these tears that stain my cheeks
and make my eyes turn red
this feeling of being broken
all can be blamed on you
but all the memories I keep
are not just good
I know I shouldn't miss you
but I do
I know falling again won't happen soon
but I was hopefull.
there was no reason I shoulnt have liked him
sure he wasn't you
but he was sweet and he was funny
but I'm still in love with you.
there's no desire to be with another
but there is to cure my lonesome heart
I find all your lies so tiresome
all these games so sad
you aren't happy either
but you told me you were for so long
you told me you didn't miss me
you told me you didn't care
it hurts so much more to learn that you did all along