I want to be beowned

I lost all meaning, all feeling,
All love!!!!
Then by mistake I came apone a strangers face,
Held on a petistole way beowned my reach,
So now I have a resone to try a resone to strive,
From a strange I will probly never meet,
A guy in magizens with such a sad but lovely face,
His whole is easy to see for me,
I have never wanted to be so much like someone before.

His eye's are my dimise,
His words like mine,
I want him to see me in magazins,
Him to read my words,
My poems my feelings about the world,
I want to reach his level,
I want to be beowned,
Not for popularity,
Which I know I'll need,
But to show that one thing he said is you need pain to be happy,
And hell is my shadow so I am the happyest person who could ever be.