What have i done

The one i love
The one i broke up with
I cant believe i did that
I cant believe i broke it off with her
i love her so
my heart ackes knowing the fact
knowing that i hurt her like that
we had it planned out
i still want to be with her
but i cant
this is for the best
even though i love her
i love her so much
i cant stand to tell her
tell her the truth
she probably wouldn't understand
i cant stand to see her like this
my heart cant stand the pain
i feel lost
my soul distant
my life grown lonely
my heart growing cold