Far from Done

I bet you don't even see what it meant
I bet you can't even start to try
You always seemed so hell bent
On forcing me to cry.

I know you didn't mean to
And I knew it wouldn't last
That doesn't mean I'll let go
The memories aren't yet the past.

The pain is still too troubling
The pain is still so new
I just can't seem to let go
Or like another hue.

The choice I made was epic
And changing, more than some
But with everything I went through
I'm still so far from done.