What You Did, To Me.

"Let's try again, start over, new"
He said.
"Forget what happened"
But no apology.

I don't think I want the pain.
The chance of what happened to us,
Happening again.
Just like the last time.

I'll never be prepared for it.
No matter how many times it happens.
I'll always remember,
What you put me through.

The confusion, the pain, and the anger,
Lead me to stupid things.
The numbness makes me feel happy,
Like everything now, is OK.