My goodbye

I feel so empty, so not like myself
I've finally let you go, trying to move on.
but i keep asking myself
will i turn around?
but then i say to myself,
this is the last time you are going to break my heart
you have walked away from me one too many times,
and i still took you back
I'm done, I'm over it, I'm not looking back
i love you still, i always will,
but i will not take you back again
in my heart and memories you will stay
but this is my goodbye