Another peom about the one who forgot me

Things were going so well between us right?
i had always thought that till our last fight.
we made promises we made plans too.
you swore you'd love me as long as i loved you.

but i still love you and you don't feel the same.
I'm caught up in your own personal game.
its like every time you let me go,
you would lead me on just for show.

now I'm sitting here, tears of mascara boy they fall.
Ive been crying for about 1 week now,did i mean nothing at all?
its been months i know i should get over what we had.
but its just every time i think of it i cant help but get mad.

i gave my everything to you,my heart.
i gave you my heart for your keeping from the start.
my hands they are still searching for the warmth of yours.
and well my life its stopped it will never be like before.

right now memories are all i have that come alive in dreams.
you swore you love me, guess some things you never mean.
i put up with your lies and changes and stayed here for you.
and then when i need you the most you left me with nothing left to do.

i was hurt for more days then i can count off the top of my head.
"forever and always" I love you" i remember every word you said.
tears they fell like acid rain,i would cry those every night for you.
i believed in everything you said, everything i knew weren't true.

you built me up now didn't you,?to tear me down,
you always knew how i felt but you'd bring me all around.
your own little emotional roller coaster you had me strapped in.
doing what you did to me, was you biggest sin.

I'm glad to say I'm doing better, and life it keeps moving without you.
i haven't spoken to you in half a year, its the right thing to do.
and when you see me i hope you ache,
and you do what you did to me, for i hope your heart it breaks.