ToO mUcH tO hAnDlE </3

I look at you & my anger rages like an ocean
a vast sea of wasted feelings
and percious time...

hurt by the things you say and do to me
& the things you dont think i hear,
or you dont think i'll find out...

they always find their way back to me
and the gaps and oceans
between us grow wider and vaster and deeper...

as words get between us until
neither of us know what to say
& nothing is left to do but turn around
and look the other way...

telling lies
to let the other one know whos not hurt the most
when really all it does is tear me up inside...

lately i havent been feeling the same way
your just pushing me away slowly
and jus pushed so far away from emotional hurt...

all the pain, the hurting and lying
its nothing compared to now
& im so desperate to change everything
to the way we were before... </3