I'm not sure when it happened,
or even why for that matter.
I don't know why my heart is hurting me,
this bad..
It's all the little things,
from all of those silly boys,
pouring back into my heart.
The innocent one that said forever,
the naughty one that was just a desire,
the serious one that broke my heart,
and the current one that doesn't satify.
Why tonight,
the day of Christmas,
does all the broken pieces try to jam back together,
pushing and crumbling until all the scars tear open,
and i'm left where i was everytime those boys,
changed their minds.
I just want to lay back to front,
with someone who won't hurt my heart of stone..
