Dead and Gone

Some days I wonder why I am still alive,
Why did I have to survive?

You meant everything in this world to me,
The image of the knife in your hand will never leave me

Painful memories leaving me with nothing to do,
Looking back wishing I died with you

There was no reason for you to hide,
The sharp gaping wounds inside

Now every day is a cold hard stare,
Leaving my body shaken and bare

Tears of love and pain will fall every day,
Never knowing what to say

Maybe life isn't even worth living for,
Only if I could feel your heartbeat once more.