Goodbye best friend

I love you.you hurt me and i wondered why you did it. My best friend, friends till the end.I told you I just don't like you that way. I told you to stop and you kept going.I love you.I said let go of me, You just held me tighter. I love you. I told you not to touch me like that. But you grabbed me even more.But i love you.When will the bond we have be broken? You ask to hang out but I'm afraid to be alone with you.My smiles and laughter lie they create an illusion so u don't see that I'm on edge.I wish you could die so i wont have to kill you myself.I still wonder why you did it but i may never know.I love you, and ill love you when its over.So today it ends our friendships over.You killed me so i hope your heart dies as i pass you by.I wish it had been a bad dream rather then reality.