I consider myself a man

I'm trying to change the world and the world is trying to change me.

Right now I still don't feel totally free but I can live to see another day!

I still have to get up everyday in order to get the stuff I want and pay the rent and bills.

One thing about it, I do get to watch dvd's and do the stuff I want to do when I get home, so I really can't complain.

I'm aiming towards all A's on my school work from now on.

I want to be smart like my dad.

I hope my father gets this veterans money.

That'll make me and him alot happier!

I'm still here, alive and kicking and doing well.

Life on earth is not hell it's close to it but it's not hell.

It might be hell to some people who just don't understand.

But to actually conquer life there's a million plans.

You just have to get up and do the best you can everyday.

Don't get mad and frustrated when situations don't go your way.

Maybe Andre is right, when I do get money I need to start saving it.

Andre is a great friend because he always gives me good advice.

Although, he can act a little goofy all the time!

But that is just him though he doesn't mean any harm by it.

I'll never fail because I'm too smart to fail.

Even smart guys make mistakes though!

No one is perfect in this world.

I have to set up my own business or something I'm tired of being broke all the time.

But I don't know though because when you have money people want to beg you all the time for it.

People will be just as nice as they can be just for a dollar or two.

At the same time them so called nice people will take advantage of you.

I'm tired of not having a wife or girlfriend.

But some people say wives and girlfriends can be trouble too.

Maybe I need to quit acting like a kid and maybe I would have a wife or a girlfriend.

Women want a man that they know that he can protect them.

I'm pretty sure if worst came to worst I could protect a woman, I'd at least do my best to protect her.

Rachel is right I am a good boy.

Although I don't consider myself a boy I consider myself a man.