Reality Check

Salty tears begin to blend
With waterproof mascara
And as the black runs down my cheeks
I'm overrun by Bera

It sinks into my heart
I feel like I have faded
My mind is strung, my body's weak
My eyes are dried and jaded

All I wanted was my happy,
An ending for us two
All I wanted was the love
That I had given you

I let my hopes go to my head
I jumped before I thought
And a smack into reality
Is exactly what I got

I really can't blame you,
Nor can I let it go
And the worst part isn't the pain I'm in
But that you will never know

*For reference. Bera is a darkness or something evil.