Decisive Blend

I have decided to just spend all of my time looking for me instead of just looking for you.
No more did I wander around looking for you because I'm now just focused on looking for me.

It doesn't matter if I'm looking at you right now because you, I won't really see.
It doesn't matter if I'm speaking to you right now because me, I won't know how to be.

I'm no longer terrified of losing you when you and I, have not even been.
I'm no longer terrified of losing me because me, I know where I need to be seen.

Nameless girl, you'll just have to wait much longer.
Nameless boy, is busy trying to get much stronger.

You have a life to keep sane.
I have a mind to maintain.

Time is sweet flowing.
Earth is glittered glowing.

Reaching the bend.
Decisive blend.