Some things Ill keep inside
These feelings I must hide
Because I have all these empty spaces
And I feel no secret places
All I feel is alone
Even surrounded when everyones home
I love you so much
But My God I plead for your touch
I feel like such strangers
But this world is full of crazy dangers
And Ill get through it on my own
Because where you want to be youve shown
So Ill be going my own way
And all the prices Ill have to pay
But I see you around her
And I know you love me but Im not sure
And all that pours from my mouth is hurt
You can take back your shirt
Nothing can take it away
Nothing you can do nothing you can say
Nothing can take back the pain
For all this worry Ive gone insane
And now with lack of a better way
Ill say goodbye leaving you with nothing to say
Now with void deep inside me
And with the knowledge we will never be
I slip up
Cup after cup
And with a daze Ill stagger home
And sit with myself in panic and know Im alone
I thank you for teaching me
How much life can hurt and how to hide it so they cant see
Now my pathetic existence will stall
Behind the shadows I hide my all
Until my final days
This is how I hide my pain, my ways..
