Dropping breaking...
The earth beneath us shaking.
My heart to the floor
cant even feel pain anymore.
Innocent kisses underneath the star-lit skies.
never ever time to say goodbye.
Why oh why does any-day in the future have to be a goodbye?!
I love him and am so confused.
So afraid so alone...
Afraid of hurting
or even of loosing.
Ill go crazy from all this choosing.
Why of why must i love.
Why must i do this.
To myself why not rise above?
I get lost in his words,
Even when hes not making sense.
I'm so confused...
Am i wrong?
I feel my heart taking on a cold shiver
and all i do is quiver...
Why cant love be simple?
Why cant i make this clear?
Does he even know...
That I'm short of breath when he is near?
I hate my head...
Fussing with my heart.
All so confusing...
Even from the start.
Why cant time stop and i just be with you?
What on earth do i gotta do...
Just for one moment to pretend your mine.
One so bliss-filled one so utterly kind.
Just one frozen moment to make my own.
Is it another kiss you can give me just to loan?
"Make him yours"
Make life fair...
Do whats right.
Just don't know how...
Missing just that piece.
But i love you.
This is so still.
The air without you.
Its you i choose...
Its you i don't wanna loose.
~just ranting...don't take much meaning to say what you mean...just...lost.
