She tries to make things better,
I don't let her.
I just make things worse.
She has the one she wants,
and that's not me.
It feels as though everything is changing.
It's all messed up.
I'm making it that way.
Here I am,
once again,
letting myself get hurt.
It used to be worth it.
Now it's not.
I love her,
but I'm sick of this.
I don't want to get hurt anymore...
