I'm so sorry.

I can't lose you,
honest to God I just can't.
A gap in my judgment might
send you speeding away.
Careening and flying,
my heart goes down
Wont you look at me with love?
Just tell me that its okay.
Hold me in your arms again,
so safe and sound,
Help me revive this heart that wont
pound.

Thu-thump-Thu-thump-Thu-thump.

What shall I do,
just looking at you sends my heart in two.

I'm so scared I've lost you.
And if I have to,
I'll look for you until you're found,
Plant both of my unsteady feet on this
unstable ground.
You not just a boy.
And they aren't right!
To me your special,
and I hold your memories to me tight.
I wont lose you over something so
dumb,
I wish you should love me forever,
Because forever is how long I'll love you.

I'm so so sorry,
If I hurt you dear.
I don't care if you don't believe me,
I wont ever leave you,
unless that is what you wish of me.
Always remember
You are my smile, and you have my heart.
So please don't let me rip it apart.