F*&% You

I didn't think it was serious,
the day we broke up.
In my mind i was thinking,
we would hug kiss and make up.

You were the only one who could save me,
you were the only one to give me the time of day.
Although you were the main source of my pain,
you were the only one who could take it away.

Before you came into my life,
cutting was my way to cope with the pain.
It felt oh so good,
even though it seemed insane.

When you came into my life,
you tried to save me from the blade.
"Please help her through this addiction"
was all that you prayed.

You didn't look at me any different,
even though i had these scars all over me.
Instead you looked into my eyes,
because that was the only thing important to see.

But you see,
our relationship wasn't all fun and games.
Because when i looked in your phone,
there was always different girls names.

Whenever you said you would call back,
it was no surprise that you never did.
When i would complain later on,
you would say stop acting like a kid.

You constantly hurt my feelings,
and called me out of my name.
Its like the more happiness you gave me,
the more i would feel pain.

It took me 3 years to realize,
that we just wasn't meant to be.
Thats when you broke down crying,
that you couldn't live without me.

But it was too late,
because I'm done with you.
And all i have left to say,
is F*&% You!