I understand --
I get it now.
Your truth and you lies.
I'll always be a game to you.
Your play thing --
Something you want to f___!
You don't see me when you look at me.
You don't hear me because what you're listening for isn't me --
You don't want me, you want the image that you create
You say you love that we're such polar opposites
But you lie.
You always lie.
Your truth is your attraction to me,
Your lie is every day you strung me along.
You should've just told me. . .
I'm a big girl I can take it.
But you're the dumb a__ that thought you could win.
"Oh no I think I'll cry," I say while rolling my eyes.
Dumb, stupid, idiot, take your pick --
You didn't win anything by telling my girl friend that I try too hard.
You only lost.
And now you'll only ever lose with me.
So if you don't get that, if you don't understand . . .
I really just don't care.
